God dwells in the supernatural! He saves unbelievers by grace and calls them to ministry, and God wants His people to live an extraordinary life of phenomenal acts of servanthood through an uncompromising and supernatural mindset. God desires Christians to think and behave like Christians all the time. Phil Ayers explores the lives of the apostles of Jesus Christ. Each of the apostles were led by Jesus Christ out of the “rut of mediocre” into a life altering and world challenging commitment to serve, even unto death for the Way! God insists that all followers of His Son, Jesus Christ, finds their way beyond the ordinary pilgrimage of life, to be champions for Him! Tom Landry, the former championship coach of the Dallas Cowboys said, “There is only a half-step difference between the champions and those who finish on the bottom. And much of that half-step is mental.” Christ wants His followers to choose an amazing and exceptional walk with Him, and to be a world changing Christian, a beyond the ordinary servant! Christ needs you today! Purchase this book at Amazon books.
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My Personal Testimony
I came from a dysfunctional family. My father was an alcoholic and because of that, my character and direction in life would be set for the next 30 years. There are not many childhood memories in my life that are pleasant. These experiences reflect how I related to God after my salvation. I will share a few major episodes that solidified my thinking. I remember one Christmas morning. I had received a " The next circumstance happened when I was five years old. My father worked on cars in the back yard. He cleaned parts with gasoline, which he stored in a large can. I was playing with matches. A gas can exploded catching my pants leg on fire. It burned my leg so badly that the doctors said I might not walk again. After many surgeries and the care of a loving mother, I was able to walk. It left me with two scars. It left a scar on my leg, which served as source of embarrassment. I would never wear short pants and tried desperately to hide the scar. Other kids made fun of it and called me names. This worked against whom God had created me to be, a people person. The second was my father's anger toward me, and his continuous attacks on my mother, as though she was at fault. The sinkhole formed from this was my hatred for my father, and my smothering love for my mother. The abuse of my mother increased, as I grew older. It was then that I turned to sports. Football was my thing but for the wrong reason. I could hit people and get away with it. I became good at hurting other kids. I had put false information of how to deal with others on my high ground. The sad thing was that I did not realize this; I was rewarded with a reputation and trophies that followed me on into high school. My father never supported me in sports, but my mother was always there. She would ride the public transportation to the games to watch me play. Again, she was standing in the gap for me. I later learned the toll it took on her. It was during this period that I first heard of a Savior. It was at The next few years took their price on my mother. She had several breakdowns, and underwent shock therapy. I remember her sitting at the kitchen window at night crying for hours. I felt helpless to do anything about it, but I knew she was my lifeline. I realize this is my trait of empathy, and desiring to have things happen in harmony. However, at that time I thought of it as a weakness. Everything I did in sports or school was to make her proud of me. She accepted me and I know she loved me. Again, this strengthened wrong skills for relationships. Then, one day I could not find her in the house. I knew she went next door a lot, so I went over to see if she was there. I found her in bed with our neighbor. My world, as I knew it, ended that moment. We never talked about it. I ran from the place and any close relationships from that time forward. Soon after that, she and I fought one morning before school. She wanted me to go with her to my uncle's farm. It was in the fall of the year and in the middle of football season. I refused to go and made the statement "to do whatever she wanted because that's what people do." I remember her standing at the front door as I boarded the school bus. She had a look on her face that I cannot explain, but I felt in my heart that I would never see her again. I wanted to get off the bus to say, " I love you." She had hurt me, so I was determined to hurt her. That afternoon the neighbor's wife pulled me out of the locker-room, and she told me my mother had committed suicide by lying down in front of a train. My environment had so hardened me that I did not cry or show any emotion during that whole time or for the next 15 years. I was 15 years old. I had no trust in my father, and my trust in my mother was destroyed. I found myself very angry, and not wanting any relationships with people. This is opposite of my personality. I like and need people. The next year I spent in utter rage. I was in fistfights and worse. Finally, the school suspended me, and I joined the Marine Corps. Time does permit an explanation of this period in my life except to say I turned hateful and developed the attitude that, "I would hurt you before you could hurt me." I now know I had developed a desire to excel in everything, because it was my source of belonging. While in The Holy Spirit used my daughter. She prayed and begged me to go to church in the early part of 1980. The Bible was new to me. I knew no verses, including On March 30, 1980, I fully intended to stay home. It was Sunday and I received My former wife is deceased, and I am re-married. My wife and I live in the Roanoke area where I have pastored a church for 23 years..
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